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  • A cafe latte like life

    The life of a café latte

    You look at the two tall transparent glasses in front of you. A shiny metal stirrer rests between them …

  • Nowhere - The Lavender Gaze

    Nowhere

    Always seeking never finding. Always nowhere never arriving.

  • There was a boy - The Lavender Gaze

    Shackled

    There was a boy who became a man. Almost – not entirely …

  • I am gay

    I am gay

    I recently had a discussion with someone who told me that he doesn’t like using the word ‘gay’ because sexuality is fluid …

  • The body speaks

    The body speaks

    During the last three months I underwent three surgeries in my pubic area: fixing an inguinal hernia …

  • Fearing what I want

    Fearing what I want; wanting what I fear

    For years I’ve lived my life guided by the reins of safety. Security served as the north star …

  • Valar morghulis

    Valar morghulis

    All men must die. Such a fact of life, we fervently neglect …

  • Do you like S&M?

    Do you like S&M?

    S&M: sadism and masochism – two words that elicit a range of reactions from disgust and judgement to curiosity and excitement …

  • Smile at a stranger

    Smile at a stranger

    We crave connection. Yet, we live in a world that is so scared of it …

  • Pain must and will come

    Pain must and will come

    We try to avoid pain. We surround ourselves with comfort. We invest in our future …

  • Facing the hurricane - The Lavender Gaze

    Facing the hurricane

    We are afraid of the unknown – a force so much bigger than we are and over which we have no control. We are afraid it will crush us, destroy us …

  • For now - The Lavender Gaze

    For now

    You chose to sail through stormy weather, unchartered waters and raging seas. You could run away live life as many do: as “normal” guys –

  • Our daily bread - The Lavender Gaze

    Our daily bread

    Give us today our daily bread … today and every day. A bread called emptiness …

  • Intense release - The Lavender Gaze

    Intense release

    Touch me –
 bring me to the edge. Moaning I withhold that which you let me retain waiting for that cry of release

  • Undress me | The Lavender Gaze

    Undress me

    Undress me. Let me lie naked before you as I am without protection or masks …